The Core of Nabi’s Heart (14 September 21)

“If there is someone who has already touched the core of your heart, those who come later will only find possibilities.” — Aan Mansyur, “Tidak Ada New York Hari Ini”, AADC 2. 


This excerpt really reminded me of DH to NB and NB to JE: a thread of my interpretation.

From the start, Jaeeon had a great impact towards Nabi’s feelings. The more she resisted, the more her feelings grew. The more time spent together, the more her heart, though anxious at times, made room for Jaeeon. Feelings are hard to control. When you feel them, you just…feel.


This could also apply to how Dohyeok feels towards Nabi. He had liked her from a young age, and though they had spent so much time apart, meeting her for the first time again still brought a huge impact to his heart. Imagine the longing he felt throughout those years.


Though NB felt a kind of comfort when she was around DH, she couldn't completely give her heart out. Why? Because she had already fallen for JE. Because JE had “already touched the core of her heart”. It just happened that way. Fate? Destiny? Whatever it is, it’s real to her.


However, DH felt the same towards NB, which is why he still chose to pursue her. Because to him, there are “possibilities” of them happening. Unfortunately, for him, all these possibilities would not progress to anything further.

 

Nabi can only give Dohyeok that. Possibilities. To her, it might not seem that way, but to him, it probably did. Though he made her feel nice, though her heart was hurting at times, there is still only one person her heart longs for. And that person, is Jaeeon.

 

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